Hello?

Does anyone still read this? Or would anyone still read this if I were to blog more?

One of my favorite quotes...

"Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God."

Don't you wish everyone, including mysel, lived with this quote as their life motto? The world would be such a better place!

My Papa

hey guys, if anyone needs any real estate/mortgage services, check out www.palladiumfinancialgroup.com and contact my dad, gabe. he is one aggressive dude who will go out of his way to get the best deal for you!!!!

I'm SO excited!

The two closest weddings I've attended have been Renee's and Dina's weddings, and I walked in both of them, Which means the dresses I wore were chosen for me. So now Cliff's wedding is fast approaching and I just started dress shopping yesterday. Vanessa and Marie very kindly accompanied me on my adventure to Great Lakes Crossing Mall. I tried on about 15 dresses but fell in love with only one. They didn't have the color or size I wanted so I was bummed out. There was another dress that Vanessa and Marie liked but I didn't love it so I didn't buy it. So I got home and told my mom about the dress I loved and she said she'd make it for me!!!!!! YAAAAY! Below is the dress:





But instead of the halter part, my mom is gonna make it an off the shoulder cap strap like in the pic below:




Help me choose a color from the colors in the link below: (click on it to see the names and colors more clearly)



I was thinking something darker/deeper than scarlet but brighter/lighter/redder than rich wine, what'd you think?

It's been a long time!

I didn't realize how long it's been since I posted anything! I guess I've been too busy working and babysitting. I was supposed to go to AZ this friday but plans changed =( I'm going to vegas next weekend =)


This is where Teresa and I are staying (Thanks Brian!!!!) We even get a tiny taste of Paris!


I know I go on vacation kinda often but it gives me something to look forward to! I really feel like I need this one, and I feel like I deserve it, too.
So in preparation for Vegas, I've been shopping. A LOT. More than I've ever shopped before probably. I have enough stuff to change my outfit every couple hours in Vegas.


So I finally inverted bobbed my hair! Anyone that knows me well knows that I always wanna do it, go back and forth for weeks, then end up doing it anyways. This time was no different. I was going back and forth for months this time. I decided I'd let it grow and see if I liked it long. But Foof and Chris bought me a gift certificate for a haircut with Lydia at Beauty Lounge so I did it. Lydia's the one who FIRST inverted bobbed my hair years ago! I'd go in to get a haircut and I always said "do whatever you want" and one day she did it. I LOVED IT then and I still love it now.

That's about the most exciting news I have for ya'll!

I'm Scared

Why am I scared of EVERYTHING? I'm spending the night at Renee's cause Adam is "out of town" for work and we're watching tv. I just got SOOOO scared from a COMMERCIAL about psychic kids. I mean it's a freaky commercial. But I hate being this way!!! I didn't tell Renee this but I won't look out the window she is by cause I feel like I'll se a man standing there with a mask on and knife. (writing this is scaring me) When did I develop such irrational fears? How do such fears even develop? I have been like his ALL MY LIFE. Renee and Cliff used to have an intercom system throughout their house when we were little and sometimes they used to turn off all the lights and play the beginning of a song (which I don't remeber. The beginning was, as I remember it, a very evil laugh. So did my fear start here? Or was I already scared?

Below you will find a list of some of my fears...

- Waking up to a man, wearing a mask, standing beside my bed with a knife
- When I get home at night, I get nervous looking for my keys cause I feel like someone is gonna come up behind me, make me let him in, and rob then kill us
- Snakes, Lizards, Mice, Scorpions, Water Mocassins, etc.
- PUBLIC SPEAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Takeoff and Landing on planes (most of the time)
- Closed shower curtains. (Renee always knows when I've been over her house cause the shower curtain will be open) Ask not!
- Driving through a stop sign and hitting someone riding their bike or walking

...Just to name a few!!

Do you guys think I should see a psychologist? Sometimes I do. I don't wanna live with such fears....

Stealing From Family and Friends

Dear MarMar -
I love you dearly my fabulous sister, but why do you insist on stealing the one and only talent I possess? I mean, can I get a break here?! =(

Love,
MishMish


p.s. Your purse mushroom phyllo thing was yummy.

ANGER!!!

I just had this sudden but understandable bout of anger rush through me! So my dad recently moved his office. And the lady that works with him is out of town so I offered to come to the office to help my dad out. And I know what some of you may be thinking, my dad has become hitler again. No! It's not my dad this time! There is a neighboring office inside the building that belongs to a young CHALDEAN guy my age. And for the past couple hours there have been young guys and one girl going in and out. Which is fine, it's their office they can do as they please BUTTTTT WHY DO THEY FEEL THE NEED TO TALK LOUD ENOUGH FOR ME TO HEAR THEM ALONG WITH ANYONE ELSE IN THE BUILDING?!?? And if you could hear the one guy that was talking most of the time, you would feel this same anger. Typical chaldean voice, accent and vocabulary. Where do these people develop an accent if they're born here?? An exact quote from one of the guy's phone conversations: "bro, she has a bad ass body!...No bro, her face is nice too" AHHHHHHH!!! And then the stupid little girl in her ditzy stupid voice "OH MY GODDDD STOP IT!" "OH MY GOD!! He DID? They're GORGEOUS...AWWWWW" Do you guys know the voice and accent I'm talking about???? SO ANNOYING! At one point I called Anita at work to talk me out of going in there and just bashing some of their faces in. Sorry, but writing this helped. Have a great day!

My wedding song:

My favorite disney movie!

I absolutely LOVE this song. And I love this movie too.

LOOK WHO'S BACK!!

I'm kind of actually excited! haha!